M a looser
When I ws born my dad divorced my mother as he nvr wanted a gal child.. Till 7 yrz my mother stayed wid me after dat she ws forced to do scnd marriage n i had my step sister.. I ws raped by my step dad when I ws 10 yrz old.. No one helped me i ws begging to my mama g n nani g to tk me away frm diz hell but no1 felt any need to tk me out of it n evry1 left me.. Den I got hospitalized as a result of step dad z physical harassment.. When I ws i hd a bf.. Actually he ws jst a frnd n I cared fr him but he got too involved wid me n abused me n he ws nt ready to leave me n i ws forced to b wid him.. I got insane n strtd hurting myself n to get rid off him i cut my wrist 18 timez on new year but he still forced me to stay.. At last i decided to leave him n strtd to find a new way in my lyf n requested my nani g to keep me wid her..
Den i strtd living wid my grandparentz bt dey judged me wrong as det thought i didn’t respect dem being in a rltn wid dat guy.. No1 ws understanding me n in d meanwhile I met my crush on fb.. I thought he could understnd me n upto a limit he ws upto d mrk.. Bt bcz of sum family prblm he left me after 6 mnthz n I became so sad bcz I loved him..
In clg , a boy tried to became cloze to me n firstly we were bbfz.. He ws behaving nicely in d strt but den he tortured me n i wntd to b wid him olwayz so I confessed to him dat i love him so muchh.. He behaved strange bt den agreed.. He molested me n promised me he would nvr leave me.. I loved him as my child he z vry cloze to me.. I cn feel him in my evry breath.. Nw after whole 1 year he said he ws nvr involved in me he it ws hiz biggest mistake dat he contacted me n abused me a lot.. I got silent bt m nt able to tk it so easily so i clld him continuously n he disconnected evrytym..
Nw itz difficult fr me to stay widout him n i knw he dsnt love me.. I decided to nt disturb him n strtd diverting my mind.. Bt when m watching any movie i miss hiz shoulder , while sleeping i miss hiz perfume as in clg bus i used to sleep on hiz shoulder everyday , while watching any show I miss d thingz we shared n discussed each episode , I miss him wid my evry breath , evn my clothz remind me of him.. I want him in my lyf n I will nvr allow any other person to b in my lyf.. He z my last love i dnt wanna loose him.. I knw i cnt force him to love me n he dsnt want to see me again.. Bt m mad fr him i love him so so muchh..
When I ws born my dad divorced my mother as he nvr wanted a gal child.. Till 7 yrz my mother stayed wid me after dat she ws forced to do scnd marriage n i had my step sister.. I ws raped by my step dad when I ws 10 yrz old.. No one helped me i ws begging to my mama g n nani g to tk me away frm diz hell but no1 felt any need to tk me out of it n evry1 left me.. Den I got hospitalized as a result of step dad z physical harassment.. When I ws i hd a bf.. Actually he ws jst a frnd n I cared fr him but he got too involved wid me n abused me n he ws nt ready to leave me n i ws forced to b wid him.. I got insane n strtd hurting myself n to get rid off him i cut my wrist 18 timez on new year but he still forced me to stay.. At last i decided to leave him n strtd to find a new way in my lyf n requested my nani g to keep me wid her..
Den i strtd living wid my grandparentz bt dey judged me wrong as det thought i didn’t respect dem being in a rltn wid dat guy.. No1 ws understanding me n in d meanwhile I met my crush on fb.. I thought he could understnd me n upto a limit he ws upto d mrk.. Bt bcz of sum family prblm he left me after 6 mnthz n I became so sad bcz I loved him..
In clg , a boy tried to became cloze to me n firstly we were bbfz.. He ws behaving nicely in d strt but den he tortured me n i wntd to b wid him olwayz so I confessed to him dat i love him so muchh.. He behaved strange bt den agreed.. He molested me n promised me he would nvr leave me.. I loved him as my child he z vry cloze to me.. I cn feel him in my evry breath.. Nw after whole 1 year he said he ws nvr involved in me he it ws hiz biggest mistake dat he contacted me n abused me a lot.. I got silent bt m nt able to tk it so easily so i clld him continuously n he disconnected evrytym..
Nw itz difficult fr me to stay widout him n i knw he dsnt love me.. I decided to nt disturb him n strtd diverting my mind.. Bt when m watching any movie i miss hiz shoulder , while sleeping i miss hiz perfume as in clg bus i used to sleep on hiz shoulder everyday , while watching any show I miss d thingz we shared n discussed each episode , I miss him wid my evry breath , evn my clothz remind me of him.. I want him in my lyf n I will nvr allow any other person to b in my lyf.. He z my last love i dnt wanna loose him.. I knw i cnt force him to love me n he dsnt want to see me again.. Bt m mad fr him i love him so so muchh..
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