from starting i was too bubbly , happy person but my family problems let me down I Changed school in 4rth and then all went wrong i felt as if my name was problem i was a joke to all had so much sufferings and that so called value was nil in school but i moved on my one single best buddy left me for that value stuff and then i showed him that even i can make that level for myself but then things again went wrong i re changed my school in 11 12th and it was all good my family problem was getting better there fights the personal issues i was the best person for me and my imagination was enough to make me feel am never alone too many friends and too happy life but a person came in life as best buddy and he changed me my nature my life and my dream fashion designing it was’n accepted by parents it was my first talent i accepted i have and am not like good for nothing but i can manage every thing i am a rockstar but it was’n accepted by family what i wanted wasn a want of others I had some other id name although people knew its me but i was scared of my name stuff i covered it but that 1 person he changed my life with his manpulating behaviour and every thing went wrong i was’n that too bubbly too frank too prank lover , boyish crazy and rockstar types and now i feel slowly slowly i am loosing everyone everything and i never felt alone but now i do feel that … i am too skinny that was a problem which never issued but now i feel it a problem again .. i just want my life back my self back am somewhere dominated by myself … need some help and a big happy relaxing holiday trip may be .. I am opposite to my family and i feel i cant trust anyone and there is no meaning for friendship if people are so mean and cheap ….i pretend to be happy but i am not..
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