i m a very sensitive, polite, emotional,imaginative, in short an idiotic girl. i have always thought about my frnds more rather than thinking about me. i dont believe in making random friends, its may b a bit filmy bt i believe in true frnds like they show in films, i believe in one frnd who wl stay foreever. bt as bullshit my thought is, such frndsip never happens. they r so much bothered about their own life rather than hardly caring about me.bt i on the other hand care about them, want to talk to them and be wid them all the tym leaving my priorities.
i m bit healthy bt nt tht fat. i always wanted a guy in my life with whom i would spend hours days or may b life.bt nothing happens. seems like no body is interested in me. dont knw y.
i was a good student till class 8 bt after tht this frndsip stuff made me ruin. i started failing my confidence completely went down. I am a girl of many abilities bt all went down. i ws jus so much into frndship tht i forgot tht i too had a life. i even thought that i m in love wid one of my female frnds. weird. bt the frndsip started taking turns. frnds betrayed.i even wanted to commit suicide.
in my boards i jus did a miserable performance. confidence self esteem became more lower. bt my parents supported me and nw i m preparing for medical exams this year.
even now i expect from frnds, get hurt and i feel some times they r so non bothered about me don’t even care about my feellings. i always wanted a close and true frndsip bt it never happens.they dont talk to me even if i see that they r online bt if i send them any msg they reply at tht moment. it seems tht they dont wanna talk to me me y cant i change?? i need to
i m bit healthy bt nt tht fat. i always wanted a guy in my life with whom i would spend hours days or may b life.bt nothing happens. seems like no body is interested in me. dont knw y.
i was a good student till class 8 bt after tht this frndsip stuff made me ruin. i started failing my confidence completely went down. I am a girl of many abilities bt all went down. i ws jus so much into frndship tht i forgot tht i too had a life. i even thought that i m in love wid one of my female frnds. weird. bt the frndsip started taking turns. frnds betrayed.i even wanted to commit suicide.
in my boards i jus did a miserable performance. confidence self esteem became more lower. bt my parents supported me and nw i m preparing for medical exams this year.
even now i expect from frnds, get hurt and i feel some times they r so non bothered about me don’t even care about my feellings. i always wanted a close and true frndsip bt it never happens.they dont talk to me even if i see that they r online bt if i send them any msg they reply at tht moment. it seems tht they dont wanna talk to me me y cant i change?? i need to
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