Well, it’s not exactly a confession. I was just … kinda frustrated and so……
a guy who is kinda sober.I mean I like to go out with friends but not too much. I like to wear fashionable clothes but I never go out of the way to follow it.It doesn’t suit me. I have a keen interest in music. I can sing and have won quite a few competitions. But, my real interest is towards learning piano. I’ve been trying to get myself into a piano class but, every time when it was about buying a KEYBOARD, my studies came in b/w. I hate it. My mother promises me to buy me one and get me into classes as well after my XII board exams. But, I doubt.
I had been a meritorious student upto X stndrd.
But, then, you know…. the load of XI…. and you tend to distract yourself so as to run away from studies…… I have been struggling inside…. Often tried to pull myself back to studies but, it seems futile. My parents tell me to pursue Architecture for now and later follow my passion….. I don’t have any problem with Architecture as I have an okay drawing skill……
But, I fear for my board exams…….. So far my result has been very bad…… Btw, I’m in XII…..
What to do…….
Sometimes I think I should follow my passion. But, on the other hand,I think what if I failed in that too….?
All this boils inside me like a stew……. and consequently I have become a bit short – tempered. I know how I control my anger….. The same record is played by mother every moment….. However, she soon forgets that she’s angry………… Everyone round me is so concerned about me……. Everyone expects so much from me…. I don’t want to disappoint them…….. In my childhood I’ve been kinda all rounder in school… And,now, I’m nothing….. I can just sing……
Please, Help me!
a guy who is kinda sober.I mean I like to go out with friends but not too much. I like to wear fashionable clothes but I never go out of the way to follow it.It doesn’t suit me. I have a keen interest in music. I can sing and have won quite a few competitions. But, my real interest is towards learning piano. I’ve been trying to get myself into a piano class but, every time when it was about buying a KEYBOARD, my studies came in b/w. I hate it. My mother promises me to buy me one and get me into classes as well after my XII board exams. But, I doubt.
I had been a meritorious student upto X stndrd.
But, then, you know…. the load of XI…. and you tend to distract yourself so as to run away from studies…… I have been struggling inside…. Often tried to pull myself back to studies but, it seems futile. My parents tell me to pursue Architecture for now and later follow my passion….. I don’t have any problem with Architecture as I have an okay drawing skill……
But, I fear for my board exams…….. So far my result has been very bad…… Btw, I’m in XII…..
What to do…….
Sometimes I think I should follow my passion. But, on the other hand,I think what if I failed in that too….?
All this boils inside me like a stew……. and consequently I have become a bit short – tempered. I know how I control my anger….. The same record is played by mother every moment….. However, she soon forgets that she’s angry………… Everyone round me is so concerned about me……. Everyone expects so much from me…. I don’t want to disappoint them…….. In my childhood I’ve been kinda all rounder in school… And,now, I’m nothing….. I can just sing……
Please, Help me!
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