My life was never easy, though I got excellent marks in class and always came in the top 3 of the class, but there was always turmoil in my personal life. I have been in a relationship with my classmate, for a year and we have learned the meaning of love in a hard way. I am not very beautiful, I am fat but he is the most cutest guy in the class and also he is a footballer in the school team. I love him and I need him. Now comes the hard part. We both love each other very much and we have even decided to get married after we get jobs. Now, after our 1st pre-boards in the parent-teacher’s meeting, my class teacher told my mother about my relationship with him. But I fought against my mother so that I got the chance to talk to him every day. But then out of nowhere my dad got his transfer letter to Bangalore. I was broken inside knowing that I had to be away from him. I knew that someday we had to part but we both thought that we had 2 more years together. This news came to us as a shock. I persuaded my dad to get me into a hostel or rented apartment like my friends, but to no avail. Then we both decided that the time we have got, we will spend it together. But the more time we spent together, his friends got more jealous or something I don’t know. One of his friend always went and told our class teacher what happened between us. That gut even told that me and my boyfriend had kissed once. Then the things got worse. In the parent-teacher’s meeting of the 2nd pre-board, my class teacher told everything to his parents. His father now doesn’t even look at him, his family keeps him isolated in his room, they just give him two-time’s food and they don’t even talk to him. And now I can’t help him because his father has taken away his mobile and I have been crying day and night. I can’t even imagine how is he handling everything in his house. There is just 1 month in our boards to start and all this is happening in my life. And right after my boards end, I have to go to Bangalore forever. Its so stressful and depressing that I have started drinking badly, almost every day and it is effecting my studies. I cant even think or sleep. Every time I think of him, I start crying. I don’t know what to do. Somebody help me!!! I know all this will go away, but at this point of time, it feels like I am being stabbed again and again with a knife, it’s unbearably painful. Its like this pain will never end and I have also no one to confide in with so I am writing all this here. I hope some one will help me.
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